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When You're Not Yourself by LALASOSU2 When You're Not Yourself by LALASOSU2
This is for all of you, and especially dedicated to my dear friends, you know who you are. Don't ever think I don't love you for you. ♥ And don't ever think about trying to leave me again. [[LOLOL ISTHATATHREATLALA? Yes. Yes it is. XD]]
I've been asked why I haven't made this a post for people to favorite, rather than just have it in my journal. So, I'm posting it as an art for you to have and look back on when you're not yourself.
I didn't know how many of you would make the time to read, I'm thankful for you all to stop by and take my "tough love" into consideration. Thank you once again everyone!

-No need to point out any mistakes, that isn't the point of this.

-My heart goes out to Japan as well.
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AnimeNightFall3 Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2012  Student Artist
i had this problem in Middle School. i was depressed thinking no one cares about me. That people will laugh when i Die. i shouldn't go on i should leave forever. :'(
at the end of grade 7 i thought. Why am i thinking this, life is a gift you shouldn't throw it away, i do have people who care about me, if i go i would hurt everybody else. i'm never doing this again :D
and i never had :)
i never had attempted to commit suicide i just had the thought.
i have never been depressed since :D
TheThreeRavens Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm not admitting to any kind of depression or trying to commit suicide a bunch of times but...

This was helpful!

I'm a total weirdo stranger but, this helped me more than stupid pep talks from some idiot who pretends to care.

So thanks! :D
KoruSempai Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2011  Student Artist is... wow... I cant even put a finger on it, I have been subdued to depression in my life and still struggling through it, I have tried to commit suicide when everyone hated me in middle school. I wish I would have read this sooner, It surely would have helped me allot. But now it'll help me even more for the rough times ahead. Thank you Lalasosu.
LALASOSU2 Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I really hope you don't try it again though. I'm glad you're alive and living for the better!
KoruSempai Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2011  Student Artist
I won't thanks to you, I really appreciate it, Lala. :3
kaizerfloyd Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2011
Thank you. I needed to read this.
randomcatgirl Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
i agree full heartedly with that. i when through what you had said and i get like sometimes still but i get through them with the help of my friends. for example the other day i had a dead line to meet for two different thing on the same day. i was so worked up about it i wanted to just end it but my frends sat down with told me not to worry and also at that time in my head i thought my friends were getting board of me being around them. after having the talk with my friend i feel much better like a huge wieght lifted of me so was free of the negatives and i could take in the postives.
for the record i don't think it tough love at all your right.
on the bright side i've given donations to Japan and had my picture taken with some japanese ladies. i spoke in japanese to them it was fun.
takara-jewels Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2011
I just... stumbled across this, and I just wanted you to know it really helped me.

Thank you.
De-Chi-Tai Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2011  Student General Artist
Thank you.

I have to thank you for this.

I don't want to go into a tl;dr, but my boyfriend suffers from depression and constantly thinks about suicide. I feel like several time it's my fault for not being supportive enough, but when I found this, my hopes were lifted. I know now that when he starts feeling down again, I'll show him this.

So once again, thank you for giving me, and hopefully my boyfriend, the strength to continue on.
MyLolitaComplex Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2011
I'm sat here, with tears dripping down my face. Literally.
This has just left me absolutely speechless, so I apologize for any gibberish I type. xD
First, I just want to say thank you. To all of you.
Because not so long ago, I thought I was nothing, not even worth the air I breathed. I'd recently broken up from a very intense relationship, lost an insane amount of weight, moved halfway across the country, yadda yadda.
tl;dr, I was in a bad place.
And I don't mean to freak any of you out, but you really are my idols. I found PS on YouTube, and every single video made me smile. Which was a feat back then.
Since then, we've actually started our own cosplay group, something I would have never had the confidence for if it wasn't for all of you.
So thank you, for sharing your happiness with all of us. It really does make a difference.
Mushy babble over. :D
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