When you're not yourself.

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A good majority of people get that feeling at times. The..

"Why am I still here anyways? I should just die. No one likes me. My life is Hell. I am useless and a burden to others." Feeling.

I'm not going to rant about how life is great and how you're special. I don't know your life. I don't know what everyone goes through.
However, I do know this.
Before you do something regrettable, [[and completely stupid.]] I want you to think of the people you'd be leaving behind. How it would change their lives for the worse.

"But Lala, I'm just a burden to them anyways. Plus, no one loves me enough. Everyone tells me to go die anyways."

Pardon me, but... BULLSHIT.
I'm not part of that "everyone" that tells you to go die. Why do you think my friends and I post so many silly videos and crack so many jokes in the first place? It's not to please ourselves, it's to make people like you LAUGH and be HAPPY. Because, even a "stranger who knows nothing about you" cares. And I'm absolutely positive there are people out there who have yet to meet you, who are just waiting for the day to find you. To love you. And I'm DAMN sure that there's more than one person who would miss you and loves you to death. You just don't see it because you're too worried about what someone said that has triggered the "I should just go die" feeling in you.

"Lala, you wouldn't understand anyways. You're "popular" and everyone loves you. You don't understand what I'm going through. I really should die."

For one thing. I'm not "popular". I'm Kajo. I don't play the whole rank of, "this cosplayer is the best, they have the best life, they're popular," game. That's idiotic, and not my style. l: I'm Kajo, a human who cares about YOU. I go through things too. But I'm not letting ANYTHING stop me. Not ONE THING.
Neither should you. If you kill or hurt yourself, well, just think of how selfish it would be.
You'd put all the ones that loved you into a pool of just complete heartache. And you'd ruin their lives more than anyone could possibly ruin yours.
Do you really want to ruin the lives of people that DO care about you? Really? Don't be selfish.
I'm going to stop ranting... and put it very simply.

How about this..


I challenge you.


I challenge you to NOT go off killing or hurting yourself. And LIVE a full life.
When negative energies hit you. Shove them right back and bring out the positives.
If something bad happens. Think of reasons why it could have happened. POSITIVE reasons.
As I always say, "Everyone has to go through tough times in order realize how great the good times are. Otherwise, there would be no such thing as joy and happiness."


As cheesy as it may sound. I want you to think about it.

Love yah. +Huggeth.+

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lilotea-chan's avatar
You know, I'm glad I took the time to go through your old journal entries today. Even though this one's nearly two years old, it really was just what I needed to hear right now. You'll never know how much this helped. So, thank you, hun - for reminding me that I'm an optimist deep down and for always cheering me up with your group's photos and videos :)

Happy new year to you all! :huggle: